Dear 29

This'll be the last....What did you not get from all the things I've said to you?I know your not dumb, I know your not stupid, what is it that makes you not get it???!!!!!!!

YOUR NOT GONNA GET ME BACK...Is it not crystal clear?!

I made it clear from the start, im not a greedy behalf, but duh!It doesn't mean I want to share you with someone...Not to mention a someone who's such a BIYATCH..

no, I don't need to hear your explanation, I get it, I do..Your so self absorb (something I should have know long ago)
I get it, you can't afford to drop her, but still you don't wanna drop me...You think I play this game? Let me ask you something, for the past years that we've been together, did you honestly think, I play this kinda shit?!That im a huge moron?!What? coz obviously its so hard for me to absorb all this fucking shit!!!!!!!!!

Anne told me, she couldn't imagine how you would get involve with someone like me, "someone way so low for you"blahblahblah....

ill tell you this......Why would you get so hook up with someone way so low from me! Ha....She's right you know,but for my part, why did you leave me for her, just her, tsktsktsk

well as they say, if you loose some, you gain some...I lost something.....A good relationship..You on the other hand didn't just loose something, you even lost someone...tsktsktsk...

I don't wann be a part of your demented life anymore...im pass that...So please stop tormenting me, maybe by doing so you'll feel a little okey...You don't need to worry about me, im good, im fine, ill be gaining more, well not now, but soon, as for you, yah right......How I wish...I really do...How I wish you made the good move(not!!!!!!!!hahaha lolz)

I know it now, I deserve far more better behalf.

thanks for the offer but, I don't wanna, and I don't need to be with someone who has someone to the sides....If you know what I mean...Wink**

seriously......Stop pretending things are fine, things are okey, coz there not, and there never gonna be, not now...

stop now before I loose every good memory of what we have (your clouding it!)

in the perceived impossible, sometimes the impossible can be possible...Use you brain

-well im using my brain now, I really thought being without you is impossible, yet its possible..I can..If I will it..-

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Beginning Today

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday is in the past and the past will never change.Only I can change by choosing to do so.Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow.Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without firstmaking the most of today.Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration.This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life.I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others.I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter.I will face challenges with courage and determination.I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.Beginning today I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time.Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image,my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.Beginning today I walk with renewed faith in human kindness.Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hopefor a brighter and better future.Beginning today I will open my mind and my heart.I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people.I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.Beginning today I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy . . .admire the beautiful wonders of nature, listen to my favorite music,pet a kitten or a puppy, soak in a bubble bath . . .pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.Beginning today I will learn something new; I will try something different; I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer.I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be.
Beginning today. And every day.