im soo sooooo uberly happy, but still a get this feeling of butterflies....i dunno why, but its makes

my life so "unsettled"...parang ang daming darating na gulo, daming magpapagalit saken, plus i

get this silly feeling that i wont be happy for long coz my boo's leaving soon for

work...urghhhhh!!!its killing me!!!!!!!darn....im really scared...i want to feel secure already, i

think i deserve to be....im tired, so tired of deffending my self to people who doesn't give a crap

to listen.. im tired of trying to understand people who are so much pain in my small butt!

hehehe...

this christmas i wanna be loved...i wanna feel love, true love...please....

=(