your asking me if im okey/fine??
after all that happened, your really asking me if im fine???
are you really sure????

well ill tell you

I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!

i don't know if im okey/fine
i don't know if im ever gonna be okey/fine
i don't even know when i started not being okey/fine
i don't know either when ill be really okey/fine

there....
i gave you my answers....
satisfied???

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once i told myself im okey/fine...i really thought im fine...but my mistake...i wasn't fine
i wasn't fine at all....

the time i realized this, i just could bare it all....

i almost gave up...
things were not clear whatever i do..things seems to be in a blurr...


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why?
why are you asking if im okey/fine?
why?
is it perhaps if you knew im okey/fine, you'll try to inflict pain on me again???
what for????
really what for???

you say your so confuse
you say you feel guilty
well, i think you should be guilty
but
nothing is really confusing
nothing
if you just choose
choose
choose
choose
then if you did
you'll see
things were never really that confusing
painful but not confusing
hurting but never confusing

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you said i should put the past out anymore...
why??
in my own opinion
the only way things will be okey in the future and present is if you set things right in the past
so
therefore i need to settle issues from the past in order to achieve the great and calm present and future ahead of me..of us...

this is perhaps what they mean by...history repeats itself
history repeats itself if history wasn't put in the right perspective
the people from history repeats "mistakes" because they never did learn to fix the mistakes they made during there time...the tendency...people from the present adapt from the wrong pattern from the people in history....

or something of the sort...:clueless:
:blabbering:

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i don't want this to end as a cycle....
a bad cycle....

yah yah yah
bilog ang mundo...
pero hindi naman kelangan pabilog din ang ugali ng tao...
diba?

need i say more???