Just a while ago my hon sincerely siad, "honey dami mo frustrations", and i totally agreed by saying, "nga eh dami ko angst".Maybe im really that bored with my life now, its becoming so redundant and stagnant and im starting to be the weird over compulsive shanna i use to be....

Well maybe i am, maybe im just being paranoid and what not....oh! what the heck!!! i don't know....maybe its time a see a shrink or something...

We are at the moment being punished by dial up system, takes forever to get connected and forever to do everything else after you got connected. Earlier i found something new.A news that i don't know now if i was glad to have found out about it now or what....coz somehow im feeling this pricking pain inside me that i don't know what..given the circumstances that i feel awful of the current status of my life today that i cannot distinguish what feelings im feeling...

see...im blabbering nonsense...and then i even felt for a second that i wished i havent got connected with the dial system...

The news..its not really that bad, infact its far from being that way...but you see...i cannot yet analyze how i feel exactly now...ill brood on that sometime tonight when i hit the sack and maybe write about it tomorrow...when i get connected that is...

OUCH.....expression of pain

Grin....signifes wishing well

disoriented....why?

and why am i so affected?????