ok
i really have been away for so long
imagine these,
one of THE closest best guy i have since highschool, apparently has a new girlfriend
well , i know it's a good news and all, but i havent been "in touch" in touch with him, you know what i mean?
i kinda am hurt coz i found out just now.
isn't it me who should have known first?
or
we just loss touch for so long it really doesn't matter how i'm gonna react?
hmm

i miss him
infact i miss all my friends
but like them, i have my own life to run, and it's kinda eating all my time lately thats why i haven't had much of the TIME to spent let alone see them around.

i guess i'm just sad
maybe these happens when your birthdays nearing..
you get overjoyed with news
good and bad

i should just let it flow, right?

oh well
so much for thursday's bonding...
i got the "by the way bez, janice is my girlfriend"
ouch
and the sad part is, i don't even know the janice!!!
urgh!

on the lighter:
i havent yet finished downloading my "Tons and tons" of photos on my album, so i wont be able to post some yet...but i will
pictures say more about what my life had been for the past 4 months
and i need those as prove!!
hahaha

ohhhh!!!!! im miss you blog world!!!!
i cant wait to be a bumm again and be all yours!!!!!
hmmm