There's this one line that keeps poping up on my mind.It was a plane statement and it turned into a question to me(for me).

I really hope I came to my senses now coz its really pointless slash pathetic.

I could not agree more.

So why did i came to my senses?

(i have a good answer that i've practiced for some time now, with matching gestures, but i drop those)

I came to my senses because it became a cycle

He cheated on me with you

Then, he cheated on you with me

Then, he cheated on me with you

And again, he cheated on you with me, not just once, not just twice.

That's my answer

That gave me the ultimatum

As the saying goes

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me..

I guess shame on me big time

Shame on me

******

I'm not denying anyone to hold grudges, rants, and gripe, its a damn birth right.

That being said,need not to explain my action err... birth right.