we are miserable at home, at work, somewhere. the goal in life is not to eliminate misery but to keep misery to the minimum.

- gregory house

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february 12, 2008

5:30pm

dorm

i tried to sleepbut i cant.i dont wanna be here. i tried to sleep thinking that when i wake up im nowhere near here,but i cant sleep so i'm still here. i'm still here but i dont wann be here.

i wann go home. i wanna go home because im not happyhere. i wanna go home coz its startingto suck here.i wann go homecoz loniliness is killing me.

im studying i cant study coz i wanna go home but right now i just cant go.damn it!thats why i try to study but i cant (oh ghad! im a big ball of contradiction!!-kill me!!!)