when I'm in bed at night trying to make myself sleep and not think and think,I notice myself thinking more and more of all sorts of things random.Lately i've been more sad than i've been before.i feel more nostalgic now more than before.i keep on remebering stuffs not really worth remebering and thus it makes it harder and harder to sink into deep sleep.i think im being haunted.haunted of what im not sure but it feels that way.right now, im remembering that i hate math and anything with numbers and digits but i'm hook playing suduko game on my mobile, because sean taught me how to play and now there's no turning back.and then i remebered while thinking of suduko, i cant sleep without rubbing my foot on the blanket until it calms me down.weird.
weird.