slept late.couldnt sleep.felt depress.can't figure out what to wear for the party.decided i will definitely not enjoy the party.even the after party.had headache figuring out what to give my manita.can't buy the heart stopping kick ass high heels in time for the party.another major sadness.decided on rockstar glam or feminine ramp for the party.with limited resourses-spell headache.still broke after the grand vaca home.cant wait for the 13 month pay.finally bought my one way ticket home for dec31.the reason of the non roundtrip ticket-extension-excuse to stay longer.woke up early.cant find the courage to freaking take a bath! talk about ice cold to the tenth power.came to work late but log in not late-bratinella.my scrubs sucks.cant find my belt.my pants falling off.ate so much for breakfast.found out need to wear xmas hat on work daily-in the spirit of holiday-the hats sucks!-im no counter girl-what the F** ghad!.had 2 patients.broke 2 borosilicate test tubes and glass slides-again.feeling sleepy.waiting for my pre-employment guys.time is soooo slow.have new co-workers.going tiangge hunting later after work.wanna sleep.