What do I want to be when i grow up?
I wanted to be a doctor when I was in my primary years.
Until I graduated highschool I never knew other courses aside from Medical School,Law and Business.
Never knew their is so much more than those 3.
I was that naive.
In college, I made the mistake of writing the wrong letter on my entrance exmination.
First it went well then school government changed and I realized I never really wanted to be a Medical Technologist.
I rode a wrong train an I got stuck.
I blamed it on being an OC coz I didn't want to do things and never finish it. So iI tried finishing college, it took me 6 years.
And exhausted as I am, I gave up on the proper Med. concept all together.
Now I'm stuck and no plans for the futur yet.
I kept on waiting for my life to start and I think I'm making the mistake of waiting.
life
My life is starting without me.
gosh
too much to handle
this is what they call major quarter life crisis.
I use to not care with what other people have. I was happy with who I am until I made the wrong turn.
Now I keep on thinking of the what ifs and what should have been.
now I've resorted to comparing my life with other people's life
Now I'm becoming the person I hate.
The person that dwells on what ifs and what should have been.
For wanting so many things all at ones, I don't think I know wahta to want anymore.