I was shock to realize I still can cry.

been emotional for the last 3 days more than I'm use too

blues

MY eyes are so swollen and red

I thinks I'm officially depressed.

Even my dreams gives me creeps, talk about dreaming about suicide

4 am its 6 am and I'm dead all day. Even my body clock is depress.


I'm a BALL of depress now a days and its very very very creepy

anyways

to top all my drama off, My sister had a melt down earlier she got

tired of cooking cleaning washing the dishes for the last 3 days and

she called me "walang silbi".talk about sweet.

And I wonder why I'm depressed

note to self : just ignore.wag ka na manumbat.

drama nya yan.

so now because sulking I'm resorting to self pity.