Tuesday, September 21

Last night, I slapped my sister for shouting at me.She slapped me back and grabbed my hair.I slapped her some more and grabbed her hair and even threw a charger at her face.The next thing I knew I was being carried by her boyfriend away and dad came rushing at the room and he slapped her.

The reason of all the slapping, I was doing some paper works and all my stuffs are on the bed and she closed the lights without saying anything.so stood up turned it on again then I pulled my charger out the socket when she started screaming at my face that she needed to get the baby to sleep.She could have just said so instead she acts so arrogantly and shouted at my face. So I slapped her.


It was not a very good moment for me.loosing my nerves and breeding like that but I never regretted or even feel guilty for slapping her.


For the longest time I've put up with all her crap and stupidity


For the longest time I've been the silent one


For the longest time I put up for all the shit she has done


And I snapped

and honestly it felt good
releasing all that kept steam.
I don't feel a slight guilt at all and if anyone would ask me, I'll do it again in a heartbeat.of course I might think twice of the reason behind all the slapping.It just sound so futile. next time maybe on a different scenario.


The thing with my sister: She got pregnant and almost finished school, its been 8 months since she gave birth, we were with her all the way. her boyfriend stay with us, even if he wasn't man enough to tell his family he has a kid already ( until recently when his parents found out about it through Facebook and found our house) we welcome them with all arms.the least she can do is be respectful towards us all, but no.She has been arrogant, disrespectful, smart ass, acts like we owe her so much and acts like she owns the place. She is so proud to tell us she's gonna leave and she can carry herself but at the end of the day she won't cause she can't really.



After the incident last night, I told my mom she has to go or I will go and I'll bring my sister's kids with me (my older sister's) Unlike them I can just go anytime.I've done it before.But according to mom, dad finally decided its time julien and her boyfriend and baby leave. So they "evacuated" at my Lola's House few blocks away from us.A much bigger house. I didn't say no more.


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