Just had my SKYPE moment with Sean and now i suddenly feel sad at the same time a can't-wait-for-November-feeling.
He'll be having his holiday vacation on December 21 to January 21.Originally he told me that were spending Christmas in Pampanga and then New years here in Bicol but now apparently plans have changed.He has weddings to attend to, reunions, family affairs. I said "looks like Bicol was thrown out your itinerary huh" and he just said " I have 4 days to spare for Bicol.and we can't celebrate New years in Bicol coz I need to be in Pampanga". I was like "ok.glad to know I'm a priority for your home coming". And its so annoying when he jokes a lot about me going to be too "magastos" for him on his holiday. I've asked him so many times na for the last 6 months if he really wants me to go to manila and pick him up and spend the entire months his here in the Philippines with him, he always says yes of course, but he always jokes.Its so irritating.I want it out right.Do you want me to join your vacation or you don't want me, coz in case you don't know I have a life to plan also.If you don't want me for Christmas then I have to plan my Christmas with my family.If your not gonna spend New years with us like the original plan, I need to plan my New years with my Family. tell me so I can plan things ahead.Coz I've given enough of my time waiting for the ultimate vacation with you just to be brush off on the last minute.
I've postponed too much of my time and plans so I can be here and spend time with you on your Holiday but if you can't appreciate my effort I will stop now.
An don't worry, I will make it my initiative that if I'm really really broke on the Holidays, I won't spend your money. I don't want it. I don't need it.I mean, if that's really the issue here. I'm not mad.I'm just upset coz you think of me less.I'm not like your brother, your mom, your family, I don't need anything from you financially.
He'll be having his holiday vacation on December 21 to January 21.Originally he told me that were spending Christmas in Pampanga and then New years here in Bicol but now apparently plans have changed.He has weddings to attend to, reunions, family affairs. I said "looks like Bicol was thrown out your itinerary huh" and he just said " I have 4 days to spare for Bicol.and we can't celebrate New years in Bicol coz I need to be in Pampanga". I was like "ok.glad to know I'm a priority for your home coming". And its so annoying when he jokes a lot about me going to be too "magastos" for him on his holiday. I've asked him so many times na for the last 6 months if he really wants me to go to manila and pick him up and spend the entire months his here in the Philippines with him, he always says yes of course, but he always jokes.Its so irritating.I want it out right.Do you want me to join your vacation or you don't want me, coz in case you don't know I have a life to plan also.If you don't want me for Christmas then I have to plan my Christmas with my family.If your not gonna spend New years with us like the original plan, I need to plan my New years with my Family. tell me so I can plan things ahead.Coz I've given enough of my time waiting for the ultimate vacation with you just to be brush off on the last minute.
I've postponed too much of my time and plans so I can be here and spend time with you on your Holiday but if you can't appreciate my effort I will stop now.
An don't worry, I will make it my initiative that if I'm really really broke on the Holidays, I won't spend your money. I don't want it. I don't need it.I mean, if that's really the issue here. I'm not mad.I'm just upset coz you think of me less.I'm not like your brother, your mom, your family, I don't need anything from you financially.
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