Tuesday, December 21

(sorry for the lame photos, I can't take a photo of it myself so I asked my niece to snap and shoot it for me.I have no one else to do it for me so this is the best we could do with it..hehe)

exactly a month ago I had my 3rd ink as my birthday gift to myself.It has long been planned but I never really had the time.and since I had a dilemma few months ago about forgetting the dates I got my old inks, I decided what better than to get the new one on a memorable date,so I won't forget.We, Celeste and Kwis were suppose to get inked all at the same time, but given the tight schedule of Kwis' artist friend,he had only time for me.
I remembered dreading about the pain because it was ages since I got my inks, but this new one was a breeze. I mean, I felt pain, but nothing like what I remembered pain would be.
(excuse the tummy.I just ate.LOL)


now with this ink. I originally got this one like 5,running 6 years ago, even before I realized I loved dolphins.I had it redone the same time I had my 3rd ink coz it was unfinished.I never returned to the artist who made it, coz I wasn't happy with the way it turned out 6 years ago.I've carried the burden of how ugly it was for 6 years.thats when I felt like it was a big mistake.I've always wanted it repaired or even refined,even thought of putting another image over it just to hide it,but never really had the chance until last november. now I can't wait for summer and show it off! :)


this was my first. 6 years ago.just 2 months after I got the 2nd ink above. This was the changing point of my life. I got it for all the wrong reasons and honestly, I never regret that I got it.I remember when I was getting this ink.the one thing thats running on my mind back then was,I wanted to feel pain, pain more than a heart ache gave me. and I tell you...this ink made me realize so much more. but the funny thing is, when someone ask me what it is,I can't answer, because I don't know what it is anymore. besides, I don't wanna remember it as a dark moment of my life 6 years ago, but i wanna remember it as my reawakening (cheesy..eww) lol


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