This was during the Mother's day dinner. we can never have a decent family picture. ever.

The only complete photo we have as family, was when my paternal grandmother died, it was a perfect picture (except for the morbid coffin behind)

This is the best I can do, the Mother of all mothers with her grandchildren. Quincy, Ram, Solenn (my eldest sisters kids) and Daja (my youngest sister's kid) - I KNOW, DON'T ASK. (I get the "when are you gonna have your own kid" speech all the time.)

***munching on Hershey kisses with almonds while I'm typing this post (coz I'm formulating a decent post mother's day post-I'm dying!)***

If your close to me,you will know how hard this is for me- I am not close with my mom

(I'm a self confess daddy's girl)

I've always struggle with Mom issues my entire life.

I have a lot of anxieties about mom-daughter relationship.

I guess its safe to say, I have always had a love and hate relationship with my her.

you see, I'm a middle child (my excuse)

I detested my mom for having favorites (in my case, youngest and eldest child- so I am definitely screwed).....

***now devouring skittles***

This is not a hate post about my mom.

I love her I do...I won't be sticking here if I don't

what I'm trying to say is...

for a girl like me, to be noticed by my mom, i need to make a little more effort...and a little less hot headed...and ease up on tantrums...because what ever way I look at it, she's my MOM, and I'm her problem CHILD.

belated happy mother's day to you

I don't say this often- but i do LOVE YOU.

I will try to make an effort next year. promise :p