In less than a month, I'll be celebrating my 27th birthday.

27 long years.

I certainly am happy, but I'm stuck here thinking that 3 years from now I'll be 30.

30!!!

and what have I really done? I'm no close to being financially stable as when I was in high school.

I still live with my parents.

I have less friends now than before.

All I do is work, and believe me its not all that worth it.

I have a relationship, a long distance relationship, coz right now, that's all I can handle.

I have more angst than dreams.

I have dreams and no goal.

I want to do so much, but because I'm always confuse, I end up doing nothing.

crap!

Its scary.

I hope its true what they say that life begins at 40

coz I'll be damn if I spent my 30 years in existence being foolish and clueless.