Saturday, October 15

My blog anniversary is tomorrow, same date as Quincy's 11th birthday. 8 years. 8 year and 497 posts later, Here I am, not much wiser, but a little less dramatic.
497 posts later and I still forget to be more sensible and less ranting.
I have in so many times and instances felt the need to deactivate my account and move to another site.many times I said I would, but many time I can never get myself to click on that button.

I never really had thought much about blogging, in fact I started blogging with all the rantings, hatred and heart ached I felt.but I can never learn to let go. I certainly learned to moved on, grow and accept,but maybe the OC in me can't seem to just wake up, delete and forget all about my account. I just can't. I believe that the even though I'm the lamest of lame with my (now funny and embarrassing) posts, I believe it all is part of what helped me grow to the "woman" I am now (cheesy I know) but some times (when I have too much time on hand) I back read my post, embarrassing as it is really, but I'm so thankful that I'm a different Shanna now.really grateful.
the people that touched my life, ruined me, hurt me and was and is beside me all through the years is what makes me who I am now. and this is why I can't let go of blogger. I'm scared in some ways, that If I do let go,I will forget. and there is nothing scarier (for me) than forgetting all my experiences in life (worse, bad and good)

I'm happy that I am now running 8 years in blogging
and I hope to be blogging in more years to come.

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