namiss kita!!!
etoh pala..heehehe grabe...
dahil sa naratay ako ng ilang araw (pero mukhang buwan at feeling taon akong nawala) namiss ko talaga magsulat..
kaso lang nga...at this moment...mejo under coma padin ang brain cells ko...
wala naman akong magandang pwedeng ipost...
kaya
dahil sa nangangati ako magpost ng blog tonight
kahit luma na sinulat ko,papatusin ko na...
madami dami din ako nasulat since march09,hindi nga lang nagkaroon ng opportunity nama epublish sa blog na toh..
ngayon
kahit mejo over due na at wala ng point ang ibang post...eppublish ko padin...
kasi gusto ko nga magblog...
un lang...
hehehehe...
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03-09-05
12:35am
i was watching the episode about ramon revilla's 78th birthday party...it made me say "wow"
how i wish i have that huge family as his...40 kids...darn...superman!harharhar..
don't get me wrong, i have nothing against my family...i love my family..i wouldn't trade it for anything less in this world...its just that...sometimes...i wish i could have what he has...big big family...
i use to imagine reunions, gatherings, birthday celebrations, anniversaries and all that...and all is family, related by blood...
we do have those parties,annivs and all, but its different...
different...
sabi nga...people always look for something that they dont have...laging hindi satisfied sa what they have now...lagi nalang kulang....bakit ganto, bakit ganyan...walang tama...buti pa sila ganto,ganyan..blahblahblah...
masakit man aminin...isa ako sa mga taong ganun...naghahanap ng bagay na hindi naman talaga kelangan hanapin...ang dapat naman talga ay pagandahin nalang kung anong meron...pero hindi...
kasi
tao lang...
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karma by alicia keys, speaks for me. o dont even need to rephrase the lyrics..it shouts what i feel..i just hope it's loud and clear..
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by the way, to all my friends, since im taking sabbatical on my phone, you have a greater chance of getting an email reply from me than an sms. so don't expect me to text, unless your willing to call.. hehehehe
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i want : 1. ipod
2. mac laptop
3. new mobile perhaps (nah!! dont need one anymore)
im going to: 1. singapore
2. puerto gallera batangas
3. E.K. laguna
4. puerto princesa palawan
5. davao
6. hongkong
7. indonesia
8. thailand (scratch na! nagka tsunami kasi- canceled ang isang toh)
**mejo not in order lang po naman ang mga lugar na etoh...pero one things for sure,pupuntahan ko sila lahat bago matapos ang taong 2005..**
i need: 1. eyeglasses and braces
2. to graduate and pass the board exam
3. work somewhere in bulacan plus go to school (proper med---or fashion school????)
4. if #3 fails, work in davao
5. to do foriegn class (french/mandarin)
6. to be somewhere far from bicol,work,work,work...study and work.travel.
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i love my family. i love my friends. my life is all settled in this town. but im not happy anymore, and i don't think ill be happy here for a long time.
money is out of the picture, i don't need to worry about thta. what i need to figure out, is how to go and just leave everything behind, where to go and what to do when i get there.
i need a bigger reason that will push me on doing what i want to do, for the longest time now...ang hirap hirap ng gawin nalang, lalo na pag everything depends on what my choice would be...ayoko magkamali at bumalik isang araw at pinagsisihan ko ang ginawa ko...pero ayaw ko din hangang plano nalang lahat ng gusto ko...mas malaking pagsisisi pag ganun...
ang hirap...time is so limited..my life is so limited...nappressure na ako...ganito pala talaga pag masyado akong nagiging dependent sa mga tao sa paligid ko...its even harder to make decision for myself when all i think is them...
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